It creeps in you, somewhere.

Abandoned

The state of being thrown away.

Avoidance

Being afraid to uncover.

To escape reality/truth/something you don't want or you're not ready to face.

But at some point, you will be forced to face what you don't want to.

Happiness

The times when there's no flashbacks.

The times when you're occupied with doing your things.

The time when you're too busy to even remember.

Hope

The faint light.

Maybe a glow or spark.

Some hold on to this so badly, even though they've lost all.

Irony

Ain't it funny that we think of what's there in store for us in the future when our future are merely just blank canvases. 

Mediocrity

When people always have high expectations and you fall short of their expectations. 

How people really view themselves. 

Being Used

Either you let people use you, or you make use of other people.

Either party will always be on the losing end.

How much can one give away, really.

You still let them use you anyway.

Because this allows you to drown in your thoughts that you are useful, still.

Hate

Burnt blackened love.

Basically the breaking point of abandoning everything you had pictured it to be.

Charred beyond recognition of what things used to be.

Something that fills the void.

Resentment

The bitterness.

Something people say that you shouldn't cling on to.

Also, to fill the void again.

Yearning

But girl, didn't they tell you, that when they're gone they'll never come back.

But I guess everything's interlinked, one way or another.